This is very much a big step in my life, I’ve came so far, and now I am 19. I have to make decisions on my own, and become my own man. I will chase the things I love, and my dreams. So I am moving to Arizona. I’ve accomplished so little in my life, but enough to have a great relationship with a beautiful girl, whom I’ve known since the 10th grade. We are finally together 3 years later. Were moving out together. It’s a big step, a risk, a leap of faith. Not just for me, but the both of us. Were not going out there together for the both of us, but to find our own self. She’s decided to chase her dream in Broadcasting at ASU, while I chase my degree in Robotics at UAT. We’ve reserved an apartment, everything seems fine so far. Were going in May, we have a lot of things to check off the list before we head out west together. Were very much excited, even afraid. Being somewhere far away from home can be nerve wrecking. We rely on each other, I don’t know I can’t explain. We’ve decided not to tell too many people yet. So why am I posting this? Not too many people read my blog. This is just me rambling on about a personal chapter in my life. We have also considered the worst outcomes, and the good outcomes. I am a U.S. Marine, I can be mobilized to Afghanistan, or anywhere else. We’ve talked about it, she’s willing to wait for me. Her mom tells me I have a good woman, I really do.
I’m hoping we can take a foreign language together, preferably Japanese. We both need foreign language credits, and it wouldn’t hurt at all. We both love Japanese culture, anime, manga, tokyo, why not? I presume someday we may move there.
Arizona awaits us. I’m excited, I have everything planned. It will be a new chapter in my life, well ours. Just because I’m writing all lubby dubby doesn’t mean were getting married or anything. We don’t even use the “L” word yet. Were waiting a minimum of 7 years for that. This is my first real relationship, and it’s a great one. I remember kissing her on valentines day in the 10th grade after class, 4th period when no one was around. So does she. It’s crazy how the world works out.
The chances of me meeting her at our high school homecoming game, and me getting those digits that led us to this, is well, absolutely breathtaking. If you know everything I know. We have shared are deepest secrets, I’ve told her a secrete nobody in my life knew about. What a relief, secrets really are.
I can finally chase my dreams of learning more about technology, putting my mind into it. My thoughts, get a name in the technology world, innovate, create something. It’s all I want. I just want to create stuff.
I’m excited about moving to Phoenix, wish me well on my journey to somewhere completely new.
OH, and this is funny —>
verey funny indeed. peace out readers!
Posted on February 23rd, 2010 by Ronald
Filed under: Journal
you guys will be fine.
I hope everyything goes fine with you guys. Ily! ps, you’ve always been my bff since we met no matter what has happened.