2 Comments Written by Ronald on December 26, 2007 – 11:34 pm

but I somehow forgot most of it, like a mystery… Well anyways, I’ve been slacking and not working, primarily in simpler terms… taking a break. Well, I’m going out tommorow to shop for human things like clothes and what not, but who cares. I’m trying to stay on top of my work, but I’ve been thinking a lot lately about tackling the next big project. Right now the first release of Verdis is standing in my way, I feel as though I can’t work on anything till I get this project out of the way. SO it is true though, I’ve connected all my “major minor” projects to the release of Verdis, therefore most of the projects seem weak without the “perfection-ated” release of Verdis 1X. So that goes for games I’ve been thinking up, the “untitled” web browser I started on, the amazing new mods and changes I’ve made for SNXV2.5 which is practically done. Or even the repository, it seems the new subversion on a shared host thing is impossible, but I will succeed. 1&1 SSH’s seems very flexible along the lines of getting things done. But besides all that, I’m doing fantastic!

I even started playing video games like human beings. I’m becoming more human rather than sticking my mind on “laws of forces and physics of computer application programming.” I think that sounds fancy. Don’t you? Well I’ve started playing DOOM3, at first I was scared, but then it was to a point like… it’s very repetitive. Not that I don’t appreciate a good zombie FPS, it’s just for heaven sake… I’m getting tired of killing the same things. Well anyways I’m out of the Alpha Labs all 5 of them, and now things are getting more exciting. DOOM3 is right in between ‘great’ and ‘why?’ I live the storyline about “Mars” and the cool in game stuff that takes you out of the game like “martianbuddy.com” things are so realistic in the game. I sometimes get up from the computer and peak around corners when I’m not playing. Overall with all my minor criticism DOOM3 is just a great game. “I can’t wait to go to Mars!”

I ‘also‘ even wrote a nerdy poem, which I think is absolutely “genius.” A love poem called “Astronomical Love” It’s somewhat a prototype, I still have to clean up most of it and add to it, and make it rhyme more, and make it “prettier.” Heres the prototype:

Everything, every object in the universe has a gravitational force
The bigger the object, the bigger and stronger the gravitational force
and it’s something about the way she moves, looks, breathes, talks that makes me wanna orbit her
Maybe it’s our gravitation forces pulling us together
It’s this uncontrolable, unexplainable, explicable force that makes me WANT her
And tonight just feels to right, full moon so bright I could see Mars twinkle 54 Million miles away
She looked so beautiful that she took my breath 0 miles away
And as she came inwards into my arms I feel as if she is moving inwars towards my gravitational field of my organic life
I felt her coming inward into my atmosphere, into my heart, as my hands touch her rear
and as she lay her head on my shoulder, I no longer had any fear
I could just feel her breathing softly and lovely
It was something my gravitational force had never endereared
It was another force that was so uncontrolable, unexplainable, an explicable force
It was calling me, it was calling her
It had seemed this force had forged our gravitational forces together
Everything happened so fast, that time began to slow down, and there was no longer gravity
As I touched her face and looked into her eyes, i felt us floating higher together
There was no gravity, no laws of physics, just the right chemistry
As our bodies matched, and created a solar eclipse as one
I knew what this new force was
the force that had bound our gravitational forces up
the force that broke the boundry’s and laws of physics
this force was LOVE

and if you just read this poem and not the entire post, then you can only think I suck at what I do, or I’m a complete nerd. If you want to understand me, as me being someone so complicated, I’d suggest start reading from top to bottom.