individualism, narcissism, and selfishness

Posted by Ronald in Experience, Lifestyle on 08 26th, 2008 | no responses
  • Discovering yourself is probably one of the hardest task one can do for themselves. It is a mixture of feelings, emotions, decisions, reactions, responses, thoughts, and experiences. Probably many more, but who’s counting. Today I’ve been trying to discover a bit more about myself, and I discovered a lot about myself. I’m naturally quiet, shy, and doesn’t really care for too much. Yet I read world news and wonder, I’m not sure. I love to talk to people about the world, dreams, and things in common. Yet I still face tons of social casualties. I have a very stupid mouth, but a bright mind. Am I making the right choices?
  • I love myself, and everything I can do, and my goals, dreams, and desires. So does that make me a strong individual, a narcissist, or just some selfish guy. I don’t know, and I don’t know where I am going now in my life. I’m just a wondering guy, being pushed around by gravity. The choices I’ve made, and will make, will someday define who I will become. For now, I’m just moving at a steady pace, precocious, and cautious. These words that I write are just a compilation of my individual thoughts, worries, and feelings.
  • Am I the one who plays it quiet, or the one who turns the ladies on? Am I the one who always fails, almost makes it, just gets by, or the one who dominates life. Am I the one who lives for love, or lives for experience? I have a lot of questions. Do I only go after what people think things should be, or am I the one who fulfills his true desires?
  • Somehow I can’t seem to find the quiet that I am, inside my mind. My mind is filled with questions, and radical thoughts. All my fears have finally cornered me, and there not fears like what most people have. Not heights, loud noises, pain, darkness, loneliness, or death. These are minor fears that you try to ignore.
  • Am I an individual, a narcissist, or just plain selfish?
  • I hope I’m just an individual.

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